Dreams kills

Hello my tifosi, Your Bendahara had a lot of strange dreams these days. All the while he was fond of an ex colleague but he didn't want to progress further. In life there are some people that you are fond of but you will never want to progress it beyond friends. The same situation take place. For the past few nights, I had been dreaming of sleeping with her and kissing her. Holy. They were good dreams but I woke up feeling guility cos she was already married even through her marriage was not as secured as I thought that it would be.